So Much For Forever

Ignore me while I go back in time and reminisce.
Yes, I know. do NOT dwell on the past.
But I just got to.

This time last year I was head over heels over someone.
I was falling for this dream guy.
He was PERFECT.
His smile melted me.
His laugh made me the happiest person on earth.
The way he looked at me like I was the only one in the room.
His crazy jokes that made me laugh.
His sweet words that gave me butterflies.

You scared the hell outta me.
You made me believe you.
You took my feelings for granted.

I fell for you.
I tripped and fell so hard for you.
You have no idea.
and
In the end

YOU broke my heart.
you broke every piece of me.
Every single vein in my body hurt
yes, I put a smile on my face.
I laughed off the pain.
I pretended that I was the happiest girl in the world.
But, when you let go.
You broke me.
every part of me.

I'm strong enough to admit that now.
You broke my heart and that sucked so bad.
But hey, life goes on huh?