What Did I Get Myself Into...

You guys MUST know who that is with me in the photo above
Yeap.
That's is the one and only Mr. Izzat Safwan. HAHA

I went out with him today.
A movie date kinda thing. OK maybe not a a date
But you know, we went to catch a movie and had dinner :)
It's the first time I've seen him since October when things were still quiet A W K W A R D
So yeah, I was kinda expecting it to be awkward today too.

BUT

To my own surprise, that was the least thing that it was.
It was the least bit awkward
We actually enjoyed each others company which I thought was quite impossible after everything we've went through.
It was amazing how we just clicked together again.
How we fell back in step to how it used to be.
It was like, all the bad things said and all the pain never even happened.
How we were able to joke around and laughed our asses off at each other's jokes.
It was kinda surreal for me.

A year ago, I would have never thought it was possible for us to be this comfortable with each other again.
But today, was just beyond comfortable.
It was like we were never even apart all this time...
I still couldn't believe it

But I know and I will always remember how much he hurt me last time
That will always be at the back of my mind
So I guess, we're just having fun for now.
And when I mean fun, real fun this time.
not fun as in, he has fun and I act like the jealous bitch I am.
so yeah, real fun.

There's nothing wrong with flirting and flings. heh
Thank God I'm in an open relationship ;)