Looking IntoThe Mirror

I haven't been feeling very good about myself.
I don't like who I've become this past few months.
It's someone I'm not proud of.
NOT AT ALL

I've been wishing for a few things these past months.
And most of them have came true.

I wished for a BB. got it.
I wished to get followed by Justin on twitter. yeap that happened too
I wished to go to Glasgow. and here I am
I wished for Justin Bieber tickets. got them
I hoped to get over him. I did.
Seriously I could go on and on and on

But I feel horrible.
I don't think I've been thankful enough
No. Not at all.

There was always something better to wish for
Something greater
Something MORE
It was NEVER ENOUGH
I think I've become an ungrateful BITCH without realizing it.

I get easily pissed off if something doesn't go my away.
I get mad when I don't get what I want
I immediately go in to a horrible mood when plans don't follow through

I DON'T LIKE THIS PERSON

I'm gonna change.
The problems I have. If you can even call it that,
are prolly nothing compared to what other people around the world are facing.

I AM thankful
I have a roof over my head
I have a loving family that means the WORLD
I have food and water. more than enough
I have good health
I have an education

I am thankful for EVERYTHING that I've been provided with
Hopefully I don't continue being this person....