Sooo...here I am.. BORED LAZY ALONE ...
Well.... its currently 7:55 pm... just felt like updating......soooo...heres how it started.........
5th January 2009...the 1st day of Form 3... Beratnyer hati nak start sekolah...plus malas nak bangun pagi2...plus the fact that there'll be no one waiting for me at the school gate... *sobs*... any ways...kuatkan je larh hati...
The everyday routine...bangunkan sayang...mandy...solat...and siap...usually lpas siap terus keluar rumah coz xsabar nak jumpe seseorang..tapi that day I insisted on going a bit late... so lepas siap semuer...call sayang...just wanted to hear his voice before I left... I didn't want to talk to him long because I know that I wont be able to control my tears...We were both quiet for a few seconds...so then i said goodbye and put down the phone...
Sampai sekolah...raser nak balik rumah... everywhere I looked..it reminded me of him... Takpe larh..its going to be fine I said.. After all the kekecohan pagi tue...finally dapat masuk class..got to see all my friends again...holding back tears..I pretended to have fun the whole day....
Balik sekolah....after freshening up...I called him... How wonderful it was to hear his voice....
The next day was really fun coz he came to SCHOOL!!! mannn i just wanted to hug him...but ofcourse larh xboleh.....eeee...geram giler...He came during break..I begged him to wait for me....so he did...ntah ape tah dier buat for 3 hours..heeee...
Maser balik tue...it felt like old times..I met him at the stairs and walked out together..
GOD...i MISSED HIM SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!! It was really hard to say goodbye when it was time to go home...huurrmmmm.... *sobs*
Sooo...wednesday...it was his 1st day of school... I didnt go to school coz demam..
so I just woke him up and went back to sleep... The whole day was pretty boring...xsabar tunggu dier balik...
The rest of the week was ok... but not one night went through without me crying...
anything that reminded me of him would trigger the heart and made me cry... tu yg demam tu...hehehe...
But its ok...like he said... We'll get through it Fine...and Its going to be OK....
He reminds me this everyday...and that keeps me going....
Well.... its currently 7:55 pm... just felt like updating......soooo...heres how it started.........
5th January 2009...the 1st day of Form 3... Beratnyer hati nak start sekolah...plus malas nak bangun pagi2...plus the fact that there'll be no one waiting for me at the school gate... *sobs*... any ways...kuatkan je larh hati...
The everyday routine...bangunkan sayang...mandy...solat...and siap...usually lpas siap terus keluar rumah coz xsabar nak jumpe seseorang..tapi that day I insisted on going a bit late... so lepas siap semuer...call sayang...just wanted to hear his voice before I left... I didn't want to talk to him long because I know that I wont be able to control my tears...We were both quiet for a few seconds...so then i said goodbye and put down the phone...
Sampai sekolah...raser nak balik rumah... everywhere I looked..it reminded me of him... Takpe larh..its going to be fine I said.. After all the kekecohan pagi tue...finally dapat masuk class..got to see all my friends again...holding back tears..I pretended to have fun the whole day....
Balik sekolah....after freshening up...I called him... How wonderful it was to hear his voice....
The next day was really fun coz he came to SCHOOL!!! mannn i just wanted to hug him...but ofcourse larh xboleh.....eeee...geram giler...He came during break..I begged him to wait for me....so he did...ntah ape tah dier buat for 3 hours..heeee...
Maser balik tue...it felt like old times..I met him at the stairs and walked out together..
GOD...i MISSED HIM SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!! It was really hard to say goodbye when it was time to go home...huurrmmmm.... *sobs*
Sooo...wednesday...it was his 1st day of school... I didnt go to school coz demam..
so I just woke him up and went back to sleep... The whole day was pretty boring...xsabar tunggu dier balik...
The rest of the week was ok... but not one night went through without me crying...
anything that reminded me of him would trigger the heart and made me cry... tu yg demam tu...hehehe...
But its ok...like he said... We'll get through it Fine...and Its going to be OK....
He reminds me this everyday...and that keeps me going....
Missing you...
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